"Do you know what it feels like of broken hearted.. Haven't you ever felt like dying because of a man?? Then I'll let you know. Not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics. Sleeping, but waking up is torture. Because you don't know how to separate from someone you loved.
You can' tell anyone else. You're afraid that they'll think of them badly. And so, you cry all by yourself We're over, we're finished. But only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get.
So it's like you're breaking up with them for 365 days. But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think they're even thinking about me. I'm doing this by myself. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy.
You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage, all because you're afraid that you won't ever get to see him again. It's like that, when you break up.. That's your heart. The reason why you're holding onto him, what you're feeling, how desperate it is... Do you understand..??" - Secret Garden
You can' tell anyone else. You're afraid that they'll think of them badly. And so, you cry all by yourself We're over, we're finished. But only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get.
So it's like you're breaking up with them for 365 days. But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think they're even thinking about me. I'm doing this by myself. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy.
You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage, all because you're afraid that you won't ever get to see him again. It's like that, when you break up.. That's your heart. The reason why you're holding onto him, what you're feeling, how desperate it is... Do you understand..??" - Secret Garden
Indeed, breaking up is never gonna be the greatest moment in your life. Sometimes, it felt so wrong. But we have to feel the path we choose is the right-est path. Instead to hang out with some friends, I choose to stay in bed. I haven't move out my butt since I woke up. Except for drink and going to bathroom. I forgot how to feel starve. I forgot how to take care of myself. It's hurt.
Someone told me that no matter how many boy you fling, how much money do you spend for shopping, how long you crying it out, things will never gonna be the same again. And the broken parts will never healed. Only time will ease the pain. Do you know when it comes?? Do I know?? Only God knows.
Someone told me that no matter how many boy you fling, how much money do you spend for shopping, how long you crying it out, things will never gonna be the same again. And the broken parts will never healed. Only time will ease the pain. Do you know when it comes?? Do I know?? Only God knows.
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