Doodling

Just an abstract picture.. Have you forget everything??

Sadness has me at the end of the line. Helpless watched you break this heart of mine. And loneliness only wants you back, here with me. Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me. And all you had to do was apologize and mean it.
But, you didn't say you're sorry, I don't understand. You don't care that you hurt me, and now I'm half the man. That I used to be when it was you and me, you didn't love me enough. My heart may never mend and you'll never get to love me.

Justin Timberlake - Never Again

Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life? Tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in a while. You've been good, busier than ever. We small talk, work and the weather. Your guard is up and I know why. Because the last time you saw me. Is still burned in the back of your mind. You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night," And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you. Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right. I go back to December all the time.
These days I haven't been sleeping, Staying up, playing back myself leavin'. When your birthday passed and I didn't call. And I think about summer, all the beautiful times, I watched you laughing from the passenger side. Realized that I loved you in the fall.
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind. You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".
So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night." And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you. Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind. I go back to December all the time.
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile, So good to me, so right. And how you held me in your arms that September night. The first time you ever saw me cry. Maybe this is wishful thinking. Probably mindless dreaming. But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right. I'd go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door I understand.
But this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night." And I go back to December. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you. Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right. I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time. All the time.

(Taylor Swift)

Let's DO FUN..!!

Postingan kali ini keduluan sama Dhira.. Siyal..!! Kalah cepet, padahal smalem gw tidur jam 3 pagi.. Tapi kenapa ya buat nulis blog belom mood. Akhirnya, di saat gw udah mood, ternyata keduluan Dhira.. ppfffttt -____-"

Yap!! It's about Dufan, so let's DO FUN..!!

Gw ga tau kenapa tiba-tiba ide banget berwacana buat ke Dufan. Entah lagi suntuk, entah lagi patah hati (colongan), entah lagi tidak bersemangat, entah merasa berat buat meninggalkan sesuatu sejenak. Awalnya adalah Miss Wacana, Siti Manggar Patani dan Battani mewacanakan ke Dufan di twitter, dan dengan tidak sengaja gw ikutan nimbrung layaknya Titisan Dewi Petir yang kerjaannya nyamber-nyamber. Tapi wacana itu ga diterusin, gw tetep gembar-gembor buat ke Dufan. Misi utama-nya adalah ngajak Yudha Andriyanto ke Dufan. Wacana ini tidak bermula pada twitter baru-baru ini, tetapi sudah bermula ketika kami kuliah, tingkat 1.
Dari awal dia ke Jakarta - Depok, dia pengen banget ke Dufan, tapi apalah daya ketika waktu belum bisa membuatnya terjadi. Selalu saja, dari tahun ke tahun, wacana tinggal lah wacana. Tapi kali ini, HARUS BERHASIL..
Akhirnya, gw dan Dhira menggembar-gemborkan ke Dufan. Hani tumbang, Battani terbang. Tersisa gw, Dhira, Yudha, dan Tio. Gw dan Dhira paling semangat supaya wacana ini terlaksana. Diawali dengan deg-deg-an karena Tio susah banget ditelepon (DASAR BABON..!!). Bermodal duit di dompet, dan harapan supaya cuaca cerah selalu, kita berempat ke Dufan. Finally,

Welcome to Dufan, Yudha Andriyanto..!!

Setelah 24 tahun, akhirnya Yudha ke Dufan juga. Wacana ngajak Yudha ke Dufan akhirnya pecah telor juga di hari Sabtu, 24 Desember 2011. (Posternya dibikinin Dhira loh, dan dia kurang huruf "H" -___-").
Untuk ukuran Dufan di Weekend, adalah keajaiban ketika bisa maen banyak wahana dan ga pake ngantri, kalo pun ngantri juga bentaran doang. GPL alias Ga Pake Lama. Bisa dibilang sangat sangat menguntungkan. HAHAHAHA. Perkiraan anak-anak yang laen salah. Pada bilang takut rame, ntar ngantri panjang, ntar ga bisa banyak maen wahana, what ever lah. Yang pasti. SOKIIIILLLL..!! Perkiraan waktu yang tepat. Yang pasti gw bangga. hohoho.
Karena jalan cerita dari trip ke Dufan udah dibahas di blog tetangga, jadi gw cuma bakap nulis highlights-nya aja. Rekapitulasi trip Dufan, 24 Desember 2011 :

Tiket masuk :
Rp 180.000,- diskon 20% jadi Rp 144.000 per orang

Wahana yang dinaikin :
Kora-kora

(deg-deg-an pas ngantri)


Hysteria


Power Surge / Kicir-kicir


Rumah Jahil (Rumah Kaca)


Niagara-gara


Musikal Laskar Pelangi


Rajawali
Halilintar


Power Surge (lagi)
Arung Jeram
Ontang-anting
Istana Boneka

Alap Alap (Baca : Alap Alay)


Kora-kora (lagi, tapi gw ga ikutan)


Carousel

Kalo mau itung-itungan (kata Tio), kita maen more or less 10 wahana lah, tambah Musikal Laskar Pelangi dan Rumah Jahil. Lebih dari perkiraan. Kalo kata Tio, (Dasar Padang!!) jadinya kita bayar 14ribuan lah buat satu wahana + MLP (yang klo show aslinya minimal harga tiketnya 150ribu). UNTUNG BESAAAAARRRR..!!

In the end, here we are. At Dufan. We DO some FUN. Thank you all..

DUFAN PUNYA SIAPA..!!

PUNYA KITAAAAAAAAA....!!

What Goes Around, Comes All The Way Back Around

Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around.. That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around.. 'Cause I know that you're living a lie..
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around comes all the way back around
Don't want to think about it.. Don't want to talk about it.. I'm just so sick about it.. Can't believe it's ending this way..
Just so confused about it.. Feeling the blues about it.. I just can't do without ya..
Tell me is this fair?
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Broken heart cost me A LOT

What cost me a lot?

Day one, can't think clear, can't move strong enough from your bed, can't eat because you lose you appetite. You only cry at your bed. All.Day.Long.
Day two, you may think clearer, you may move strong enough from the bed, you may eat because you got dizzy because less eating. You need some distractions. Okay. Shopping is my first and only option.

What I got from broken hearted??



I got one purple bag which I want it so bad since last year and three shirts. One good movie and one glass of good cappucino. What a life.

Happy?
Fair Enough

Cheat, Cheating, Cheated, To Be Cheated

“Well, I’m about to be trapped on a boat all night with the guy I cheated on, the guy I cheated with, and the girl that the guy I cheated with cheated on.” - HIMYM

This note is inspired by that line. Why I hate him so bad? Why do I hurt so bad? Why did I torture myself that bad? As the matter of fact is, someone who's cheating told me that I cheated on him. He cheated on his girlfriend, played around with me, and then told me that I had cheated on his back. Who's the one to blame? Poor girl. You just don't know who's your playing at. You just don't know him, at all. Dear friend, karma does exist. Will you know that someday. May I do a revenge?? Sweet revenge I thought so. Should I tell her? Your sin? I got your key, my dear. Life's bitch? Yes, life's bitch, baby.

Re-Post (3)

Good bye, baby good bye, Just turn around and go on your way.. Don't say anything and just disappear, Baby good bye, good bye..

My name isn’t Suzy, but you keep calling me that.. I should’ve know back then, I don't know why I even tried to trust you.. I know what kind of person you are.. Don't cry.. I gave you back all your stuff.. Now stop acting..

Good bye, baby good bye, Just turn around and go on your way.. Don't say anything and just disappear, Baby good bye, good bye.. It was fun, I'll just think that I had a good time.. So now, your show is over from now on.. Baby good bye, good bye..

When my friends all tried to stop me.. I should've listened to them.. Why I didn't know your eyes weren't truthful?

I'm so amazed at your awesome acting skills.. They were so good that it made me cry..

Good bye, baby good bye, Just turn around and go on your way.. Don't say anything and just disappear, Baby good bye, good bye.. It was fun, I'll just think that I had a good time.. So now, your show is over from now on.. Baby good bye, good bye..

How did you deceive me.. Without a single hint of any weirdness.. Like a silent serpent slithering
I witnessed a great show.. I guess I had free tickets and a good seat but No.. Now it's bye bye..

I'm so amazed at your awesome acting skills.. They were so good that it made me cry..

Good bye, baby good bye, Just turn around and go on your way.. Don't say anything and just disappear, Baby good bye, good bye.. It was fun, I'll just think that I had a good time.. So now, your show is over from now on.. Baby good bye, good bye..

Racau-an Malam-malam

My mouth was so rude yesterday. I know. Maybe my mom should wash my mouth out with soap.

Mulut bau naga.. Seharian ga makan.. Ga mau ngobrol jg sama orang.. Life's b*tch!!

Can I go through this night?? Without thinking the reality how broken hearted I am..

You're just too stupid to notice

You were just too stupid to notice.. -Forgetting Sarah Marshall-

Shoot me on my forehead! Just shoot me!

Tough day.. And it's gonna be a tough night..

Me so rude..

I... Die.....

I ain't drunk.. I just tell the world what a person I am.. He's totally right.. YOU TOTALLY RIGHT, DICK HEAD!!

Okay.. Mulai ga sehat.. Please.. Someone.. Shut myself off..

Eat that!! Mother f*cker!! You suck!!

Please, someone shut my f*cking mouth.. Just stop following me.. My alter ego is taking my body and brain..

Yeeaaahhh!! Just eat what you think of me..!! I'm totally bitch..!! Take me as ur bitch.. Happy, mate!!

Enjoying every second whilst I'm in pain.. Because I'm enjoying myself as human being..

My friend said that girls like to enjoy their emotion.. When they're happy or not.. And now, I'm happy to torture myself..

Yes, I lied to my parent saying that I've eaten tonight. Indeed, I haven't eat since last night. Do I enjoying torture myself? Maybe yes

I'm acting like a crazy dude.. Yes, I did and I am..

I'm not drunk, I'm just totally messed up with myself..

Now I'm mumbling like an old guy that going home from a bar, getting drunk for couple days straight..

Someone said.. Better to watch my tweets.. But indeed, I can't take care of my mouth, so why should I take care of myself..

Eat what you think!! Suckeeerrr!!

You may think I'm the bitch but guess what.. You're the damn bitch, sucker!! Screw you dick!! Yeah!! Dick head!!

I won't shut my f*cking mouth right now..!! You're totally a*shole!!

It' skind of sucks. Yeepp. Me sucks!! And you too.. Dick head!!

Forget to eat, just do cry, sleep, and watching Running Man.. But right now is Forgetting Sarah Marshall..

My doing since this day started only put my butt in my bed and cry

You'll be sorry of what you've done to me!

Life's b*tch, baby!! Life's b*tch!!

Wish List

I wish there's a man saying this to me.. This little conversation is just made my heart melted..

There's something I have to tell you.

Then don't. What? If there's one thing I've learned as a therapist, it's just because something needs to be told doesn't mean it needs to be heard.

Kevin, I did something bad.

We've all done bad things. Doesn't mean we're bad people. Look I don't care about every detail from your past, and I hope you don't care about mine either. What do I care about is you, and that from tonight forward, you're in this as much as I am. What do you think?

I'm such a mess. Why do you even like me?

Come here. If we're together long enough, I hope that one day you see yourself the way I see you.

(HIMYM, Season 7, Eps. 10)

Dead at Heart

Have you ever think about doing suicide? I have. I had. What it feels like end up some problems with single cut on my neck or shoot on my forehead. What it feels like to die. And what about dying itself. How does it feel. How's dead. Will it felt nothing since I have no feelings after all.

You're just too stupid to notice how much you hurt me

John Mayer - Slow Dancing in a Burning Room

Found a great quotes from others display picture.

"The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, "No, I'm happy for you"? That's when it's really sad" - John Mayer

It leads me to do google-ing. And found a great song by himself. This is the song by the way...

It's not a silly little moment, It's not the storm before the calm. This is the deep and dying breath of. This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to. So I can feel you in my arms. Nobody's gonna come and save you, We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down, And you can see it too. We're going down, And you know that we're doomed. My dear, We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of, You were the one I tried to draw. How dare you say it's nothing to me? Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness, You'll be a bitch because you can. You try to hit me just to hurt me. So you leave me feeling dirty. Because you can't understand.

We're going down, And you can see it too. We're going down, And you know that we're doomed. My dear, We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you? Go cry about it - why don't you? Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,
Burning room, Burning room, Burning room, Burning room.

Don't you think we oughta know by now? Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now? Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now? Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow? Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow? Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Kata Kak Kunti

"Kalo sakit, berarti normal. Be proud of that, because it means you are really able to love."

Dan dia menambahkan, "Emang cewe itu senengannya enjoy emosi sendiri."

Right now, I'm enjoying every second which I feel so much in pain. Enjoying another lowest point of my life. That makes me feel humane. I'm still a normal girl who's got dump by a dumb boy. A normal girl that still can feel what is hurt, pain, cry, torture, and sad.

Some Quotes

"Einstein was right. Time moves at different speed. To Barney, the previous night raced by in a blur. But then, all of a sudden, time stopped.
Sometimes hours can feel like minutes and sometimes a single second can last a lifetime. For Barney, the second that would never end was this one." - HIMYM

It is right. While you're breaking up, every second last forever. You're not sure if you can go through the day. Morning is sick. Afternoon is hurt. And night is pain. The next day, you'll feel the same. IT SUCKS!!

"We got to wait for the real thing no matter how tough it gets. It gets pretty tough. I know it does.." - HIMYM

My (Only) Playlist

There's some lines which means...
"Then I started feeling vaguely hurt. A wound that can't heal itself.... Breaking up wasn't even a big deal, because it worthless. There's no such thing as a good break up in the world. If I knew, I would have cried it all out then. By then you were done with me, a story only I didn't know.... It wasn't love. It was just time spent next to you. Now I think I know what it feels to be vaguely hurt. Why you had to be sorry. Maybe I was too excited. You anticipated the moment you would leave. How amusing was it for you? There's no such thing as a good break up in the world. If I knew, I would have cried it all out then. By then you were done with me, a story only I didn't know...."

Re-Post (2)

"Do you know what it feels like of broken hearted.. Haven't you ever felt like dying because of a man?? Then I'll let you know. Not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics. Sleeping, but waking up is torture. Because you don't know how to separate from someone you loved.

You can' tell anyone else. You're afraid that they'll think of them badly. And so, you cry all by yourself We're over, we're finished. But only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get.

So it's like you're breaking up with them for 365 days. But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don't think they're even thinking about me. I'm doing this by myself. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy.

You really wish you were dead, but you don't have the courage, all because you're afraid that you won't ever get to see him again. It's like that, when you break up.. That's your heart. The reason why you're holding onto him, what you're feeling, how desperate it is... Do you understand..??" - Secret Garden

Indeed, breaking up is never gonna be the greatest moment in your life. Sometimes, it felt so wrong. But we have to feel the path we choose is the right-est path. Instead to hang out with some friends, I choose to stay in bed. I haven't move out my butt since I woke up. Except for drink and going to bathroom. I forgot how to feel starve. I forgot how to take care of myself. It's hurt.
Someone told me that no matter how many boy you fling, how much money do you spend for shopping, how long you crying it out, things will never gonna be the same again. And the broken parts will never healed. Only time will ease the pain. Do you know when it comes?? Do I know?? Only God knows.

Walk in My Shoes (Part. 5)

Hi there!!

I'm in the mood of talking about my shoes. This time, I will talk about the most expensive shoes I've ever had, I've ever buy. I just want those shoes because of its brand and material. Yup.. Leather is more durable and last that any other material.

1.) Skin Colored Shoes, Merk : Kickers, Ukuran : 38

My father insist me to buy this shoes. Because I had many shoes which got broken after I'm wearing it too much. Which is everyday. So, he insist me to buy an expensive shoes with a good material. And then, I bought this shoes. He said rather to buy an expensive shoes one time than buy many shoes every time. (But, I want to have many shoes in my life). What about the price?? Don't wanna mention it. It is pretty expensive while I'm still a student. -___-" But, indeed, I'm still using it and it's durable.

2.) Temptation of The Reds, Merk : Kickers, Ukuran : 39

This shoes. I love about it very much. Its color. Its wedges. Its model. Back than, when I bought this shoes, I got confused about this one and the other one. The other one is more-open-modeled, dark brown colored, has same straps. But in the end, my father choose the red one. At that time, I have many brown shoes, so I choose the reds too. The price (again)?? Price never lie. Price has its own quality. Damn right!! But lucky me, I got a discount on this shoes. Not much, but worth to buy.

Happy?? Of course. Happy about these shoes?? Of course.. *Big Smile on my face*
But still, I want to buy the brown shoes which I mentioned it before. huhuhuhu.. T___T

Total Eclipse of The Heart

And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart

- Lea Michelle on Glee -

Amy Search - Fantasia Bulan Madu

Ini baru namanya SOKIL, sob..!!
Slow Rock suara serak-serak basah menggelitik.. bzzz (-___-)"

Demi cintaku padamu

Ke mana pun kan ku bawa

Ke hujung dunia ke bintang kejora

Bulan madu di awan biru

Tiada yang mengganggu

Bulan madu di atas pelangi

Hanya kita berdua

Mengecap nikmat cinta

Yang putih tak terbanding

Sesuci embun pagi

Andai dipisah

Laut dan pantai

Musnahlah ilham

Hilang pedoman

Andai dipisah

Cahaya dan bulan

Gelap gelita

Punah asmara

Balada Transgender

Unspoken

"What if this whole thing isn't the story how we both made a horrible mistake and ruined our relationships? What if it's actually the story of how we got back together?"

"Just because something needs to be told doesn't mean it needs to be heard."

Okay, this episode is really nailed me. "How I Met Your Mother"almost never failed me. The story, the line. Their lines are the best. Made me having thought about myself. Mirrored me. Have you ever felt that the path we walked, what is the reason we walked in. Or why we choose that path? Or what is the consequences if we choose the other path? Or is this path is better that those paths? Or do we choose the right path? Which is test our temptation? Do we hesitate? Or have a strong will?

Sensasi Cengiran Tiada Tara

And The WINNER is INDONESIA

Criminology Badminton Club (CBC)

And Sunday Club

Goes to Sea Games 2011

Man Rabbuka

Kata-kata ini diucapkan oleh salah satu teman saya. Peristiwanya terjadi di Sekretariat BTA 8. Tidak, saya tidak berada di tempat kejadian, tetapi mendengarnya cukup buat saya. Ketika teman saya bercerita, saya tertawa karena memang peristiwa aslinya memang lucu. Ketika itu Kak Ian, Kak Sakti, dan Panji sedang mengolah nilai TO di sekret. Mereka begadang sampai pagi demi siswa, demi nilai TO siswa, dan demi keberhasilan siswa juga. Suatu saat, Panji tidur tak kuat kantuk ditahan. Kak Ian agak usil mau bangunin Panji dan ngagetin Panji. Panji terkaget, namun satu kalimat langsung terucap saat ia kaget dan terbangun, "Man Rabbuka?" Mereka tertawa, bahkan ketika saya mendengar ceritanya juga ikut tertawa.

Namun, jika kita resapi. Apa sih arti "Man Rabbuka?". Atau dalam Bahasa Indonesia, ia berarti, "Siapa Tuhanmu?"
Suatu sentilan yang cukup tajam dan sederhana. Bahkan di dalam tidur, seseorang sudah memikirkan mati dan pertanyaan tentang ketuhanan.
Bagaimana dengan anda?? Terbersit kah makna mati dan makna Tuhan..
Bagaimana dengan saya?? Pernahkah saya memikirkan masih diberi hari esok. Atau, hanya memikirkan aku dan ke-aku-an ku. Mungkin kah, Tuhan dan ke-Tuhan-an Mu.

Titik.

Pernah kah kamu mengalami titik terendah dalam hidup kamu?

Mungkin pernah di satu titik merasa berada dalam titik itu. Tetapi apakah saat itu benar-benar titik terendah dalam hidup. Atau, masih adakah titik-titik lain yang ternyata tidak lebih tinggi atau tidak lebih rendah dari titik itu. Apakah ada titik lain yang dicari? Atau titik itu hanya suatu tujuan, mungkin persimpangan, atau lebih mungkin persinggahan.

This Time

I’ve been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time
- Jonathan Rhys Meyers -

Healthy inside, fresh outside
v.s.
Sick inside, fresh outside

Ababil Mode : ON

Biar kayak ababil jaman sekarang. Gw mau sok-sok-an bikin dear diary di blog.

Dear diary,

Hari Senin kemarin, aku seneng banget. Rasanya seneeeeenng banget. Kalo kata Dhira sama Saba, mendapatkan sensasi nyengir tiada tara. Tapi rasanya seneeeeeeenngg banget. Bisa ngobrol dan main sama dia. Unyuuuuuu. Ga bisa ngomong banyak lagi. Pokoknya nyegir-nyengir terus. Sampe gigi aku kering. Ehehehehe..

Dadaaaa diary..
Senin, 14 November 2011.

Udah ah. Liatnya lama-lama enek sendiri. Ya begitulah. Ke-ababil-an saya. Kalo bisa gambar bunga-bunga di sini, bakal gw gambar. Kalo bisa gambar lope-lope, bakal gw gambar nih lope-lope. Najeeessshhh!!

August Rush

Film ini cerita-nya simpel. Simpel banget. Ceritanya seorang anak yang ada di panti asuhan. Orang-orang menyangka dia gila karena anak ini yakin banget orang tua-nya masih ada dan sedang mencari dia. Kemudian, anak ini suka denger suara-suara. Bukan suara horor loh. Tapi suara alam. Tapi sama anak-anak lain di panti asuhan itu, dia dikira gila. Satu hal yang dia yakin dan selalu dia yakin. Orang tuanya masih ada sehingga dia harus mengikuti suara itu supaya dia ketemu sama orang tuanya.
Ending-nya sih mereka semua ketemu, tapi agak ngegantung. Inti film-nya ada di akhir film dan akhir kalimat. Cuma, ya dari segi soundtrack, bagus sih.. I love it. Just.. Listen..

"When the one thing you're looking for..
Is nowhere to be found..
And you back stepping all of your moves..
Trying to figure it out..
It's the first thing you see as you open your eyes..
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye..
Something inside you is crying and driving you on.."

"The music is all around us, all you have to do is listen"

Abdul and The Coffee Theory - Agar Kau Mengerti

"Yang aku ingin hanyalah pengertianmu.. 'Tuk sedikit saja pahami maksudku.. Yang aku ingin hanyalah agar kau mau..
Sekedar.. Mengerti aku.."

In Memoriam : Beckham a.k.a. Beki

Dia tetap berdiri tegar di tengah keringkihannya

Dia tetap menjalani hidup meski tau penghujung usia
So long my friend
I love you
I will never forget you

As One - Mianhaeya Haneunguhni

Drama Korea udah jadi hobi saya. Gara-gara ditularkan beberapa drama Korea yang ciamik. Jadi inget, drama Korea yang dulu saya suka tonton. Termasuk drama favorite saya. Ini adalah salah satu OST favorite saya. Enjoy!!

Translation

Do I have to apologize? Should I apologize?
I'm falling in love with you. I know my love has made you suffer

But I can't forget you. If you could understand me.
Please forgive me. Although I'm crying again.

Although it's wrong, I can't. Although I closed my eyes.
I still can see you. Although I've suffered with you, but I'm happy thinking of it.

Even though I closed my ears, I still hear your voice.
Since I can't forget you. I'm going to love you.

Although it's wrong, I can't Although I closed my eyes
I still can see you. Although I've suffered with you, but I'm happy thinking of it

Yee yee

Although it's wrong, I can't. Although I closed my eyes.
I still can see you. Although I've suffered with you, but I'm happy thinking of it